my internet is back! ^____^ amazingly, my email wasn't as flooded as i thought it would be, which is a good thing!
indulged today and bought a book from Chapters... it was relatively cheap, $9.99 before tax for a novel... well, it's definately cheaper then the new Harry Potter book at $43.00 @_@ sat there for a little under an hour i think, reading ^^;;
parents are annoying >< not in the normal nagging, lecturing way... but in the fact that they always close my browser windows -_- i left them open for a reason! my mom does it all the time but i've come to accept that cuz she seems to think "exit" under the menu will just close her window and not the program... but my dad *knows* better then this!!! i go off to take a shower and wash my hair and i come back to no browser >< what do i have to do? stick a note on the monitor saying "don't close open browsers!"?!?!
spent most of today reading and researching Duel Deck for Jose... it looks intimidating to make, to say the least... but i'm sure if i tried hard enough i can pull it off... it's just do i have time that's the big question...
well, must indulge in my returned internet, by downloading more and getting those sites back dangit! ><
well, today Rain came over and imouto bugged me for a ride... so i drove for the first time in around 2 months... since i broke my leg... ^^;; without telling my parents... it's all hush-hush between the three of us as my parents might kill me if they found out ^^;; so yeah...
and my dad is driving me insane >< i'm usually on pretty good terms with him, he nags at me to sleep early, to not go online so much... to do my leg exercises... but usually we get along pretty well... but sometimes, lately he'll just start yelling about something or another >< like just now he was looking for AA batteries and he kept yelling in general how it's our (me and imouto's) fault -_- how can it be my freaking fault when i don't even use AA batteries? i have nothing that requires AA batteries and i haven't touched one since i broke me leg and mostly earlier... then he ranted on how we have to clean the computer room... once again something i can't very well do on my own since i can't carry anything while moving so it'll either take forever or i'll have to shove everything into a bag, carry it elsewhere to put down and stuff... yeah, but other then that it's been okay...
commencement for Arts York tomorrow... dunno what to wear... dunno what to write >< stupid yellow piece of paper with "what arts york means to me" guess i'll either wite something stupid and sappy like they want or leave it blank and tell them i have nothing to say ^^;; but then that might reflect badly on the Arts York program ^^;;
had an odd dream the night before.. one was about commencement and the other was just an odd shaman king dream... the really odd thing was that i havne't seen/read/touched shaman king for like 2 weeks... so i have no idea why i suddenly had an odd shaman king dream... Yoh, Manta and Ren were in it... and i think Amidamaru as well... it was from Ren's point of view and i seemed to be Ren o_O he was drowning or something... after getting like mugged or something... then there were lots of stone statues, little ones like idols in a big room full of steps and it was lit by candles or the statues glowed... Ren (or maybe it was me) was kinda awed... hopped down the stairs, tried to take one of hte statues(?) and found him/myself outside a door... could hear Manta and Yoh and maybe Amidamaru talking about something... seemed to be video games ^^;; and Ren's body was on the floor like he was sleeping... only i was Ren and i was outside... figured out i was Ren's spirit or something when the group couldn't see me and i "went back" into Ren's body... then i think i woke up... O_O odd dream...
will now procrastinate and keep computer from imouto by reading!
computer dying from all the files i have on it -_- i need to clear all the random junk blocking it... stupid GTO that's too big to burn 2 eps at a time >< ah well, it's a good show, short but good so i guess it's worth it!
i *should* be making a business card for my aunt... or i *should* be planing designs for Summerfun... or i *should* be trying to figure out what to get my chinese school teacher... in other words, i *should* be doing lots of things, but am i? half-heartedly, sorta... editing gets me thinking... well, other then the fact it's more or less a thoughtless process, my mind wanders... and i got to thinking about what Shmandy wrote in my yearbook...
she write how innocent i am and not to get corrupted... i dunno... it's not that what she wrote rubbed me the wrong way or i don't like what she wrote... i just... it seems wrong... like if anything, i'm not "innocent", i'm ignorant... and in terms of innocent and ignorant, isn't it better to be innocent then ignorant? cuz if i'm ignorant, then i know stuff is out there but i'm choosing to not learn about it, i'm choosing to live in my "perfect" world... whereas if i'm innocent i just don't know such things exist so in a way, i can't choose to live in a "dream"... meh, the things i think of when i'm editing... i think there was more to my train of thought but between chatting with three people and typing this i've forgotten the rest of it ^^;;
chinese school teacher >< i want to get her a gift, something simple but meaningful... i wanted to draw her an illustration of some chinese/asian building... but no time and no board... and no source ^^;; buying something is kinda out of the question since i can't really get out and about by myself >< (i hate this aspect of having a broken leg) and since i'm kinda busy tomorrow till 5:30 i mostly can't get anything... so i'll have to make it or draw it... i wish i weren't in a perpetual artist's block -_- it gets rather annoying!
now, must stop procrastinating (yes, i manage to do that even out of school) and work on business card -_- (the current bane of my existence)
haven't blogged for a while... i'm really tired... not sleep tired, just there's so much stuff going on i just want it to go away kinda tired...
failed my ideology presentation which is worth 10% of the final -_- but kinda surprisingly i didn't care, Rebecca started crying, i felt sorry for her cuz Mr.Silver was kinda harsh at her... and i wish he would tell us the stuff he was yelling at us about today *before* we presented! it would've really helped >< yeah, so once i'm done the Richard thing, which i'll try to hand in by friday, i'm homefree from English! until exams of course...
my leg is feeling much better, almost like a leg, i can move it pretty okay and stuff... it doesn't feel like dead weight like it did originally ^_^ and my mom says that i might be off crutches by early July, if not mid July!!! i can't wait! i can run and do stuff again (though i doubt my muscles would be able to handle running right after i get back on them ^^;;)
finished downloading GTO live drama, it was good, i really liked it, almost more then the anime... which Jose is going to lend to me! finally!!! i bugged him about it last year when we were going to TriCon! but the annoying thing is that the files are so freaking big i can't put two eps together but if i stick it with other stuff sometimes it leaves a lot of room on the cds >< stupid things!
Jose also finally picked up Ryan's money and will hopefully get his PS2 soon... Callighen really wants it ^^;; i want one too!!! oh well, i guess it's okay... ooo, should keep playing the Get Backers GBA game, i can get see Akabane and Himiko soon!!
art is okay, need to bug imouto-chan if i can get a picture of her ^^ heehee! and comm tech is a mess, we'll mostly fail our video so i must do amazing on the dvd cover and stuff >< at least i've been doing well for the other stuff... must write in log as well... can't wait till the summer! i'll be free of crutches, have a summer job that sounds sorta fun and no school!
will mostly kill more time till i start my dvd cover... but yeah... ja!
