~ ~ Tuesday, May 27, 2003

bad way to start a day -_- had a doctor's appointment this morning at 9, was kinda late but that's okay since we had to go take x-rays and wait for awhile so it made no difference... x-rays showed that the rod and the lower half the the broken bone has moved up... not enough for complications persay, but enough to "shorten" my leg -_- like i said, not the best way to start my day.... so yeah, kinda depressed over that now... i wish i didn't do the partial weight bearing and just kept to the feather weight bearing >< stupid toby!

missed art cuz the appointment took so long, got to school around the end of second... so i just went to my locker and shoved stuff in there... need to film... not done art >< Ms. Chelin will kill me ><
ettoby last mellowed at 8:27 AM~ ~ ~

~ ~ Friday, May 16, 2003

Elly came by yesterday to return cds and to drop off stuff for Jose, but she also came bearing gifts! ^_^ it was sooo cute... and kinda scary... but sooo cute nonetheless! and very thoughtful too, this just proves that Elly is the creative one and the one with a knack for handicrafts, she is freaking talented! not just in making things but idea-wise and in drawing *_* she is like *the* renaissance person! i scanned it... it looks weird cuz it's scanned, looks waaaaay better when it's actually in your hands!

had my first physio session today... they messed with my crutches and made them taller and stuff... i think i like them better now... not really sure since i had no previous experience to really compare with... and Janet (the doc in charge) kept asking me if it was easier to push... and i was like "sorta?" and she's like "be frank with me and tell me the truth" <-- made it seem like i didn't want to hurt her feelings... not that i *did* but i honestly didn't know >< like they felt different... but sorta the same since in the end my arms were bearning my weight and it seemed to all be focused on my hands and i'm sure if i use them long enough my sides will feel kinda chafted again... so i don't know how to answer >< that and i'm a very easy going person in the way i'll just make do and not make a big fuss and stuff... yeah, i somehow think she didn't like that part of my personality ^^;;;

learned some exercises to do for my leg to build up muscles and to get knee motion back.. stupid knee still bugging me... mostly just pulled muscles or soemthing but the stupid thing is very annoying -_- and might start school full time as early as next week... too bad i miss art instead of english... i'd rather miss english!

and Rain, did you call me today? my dad said you might've... just wondering why you called, and i hope you, you and you all have fun at Anime North! take lots of pictures to show me! and have my share of fun!

trying to get the PoT Addict site up... need to find a server that likes FTP and won't mind some remote accessing... and maybe zips... and i need to draw more PoT fanart... and PoT fanstuff in general... though it's mostly an art site so it should be okay... need to start some skins @_@ yeah... and i still have to fit in those leg exercises >< i can't wait till i can walk again!
ettoby last mellowed at 12:16 PM~ ~ ~

~ ~ Sunday, May 11, 2003

finished! here Ku, this is your one week belated present ^^;; and not the one that i'm going to hopefully give you on tuesday, unless of course Dr. McCon gets so mad at me for doing something stupid to my knee that i'm stuck at home -_-

must finish my english annotations >< stupid thing, i want to burn it... well, the articles and save the rest of the very, very high quality drawing paper ^^ must look for Rain to mooch off english greatness from!

watched Survivor... i wanted Matt to win ;_; i'm not sure why, i only saw like 3 eps at most... all at the end too... it might be cuz he seemed so odd and unliked by everyone ^^;; so i wanted him to win... that or Rob cuz he really did play the game like it was supposed to... i mean everyone hated him for it and he did some really mean things but that was the game so yeah... oh well, the whole thing leading up to David Letterman was funny though, pointless but funny... sorta... at least the subway part... i'll shut up and do english now...
ettoby last mellowed at 7:31 PM~ ~ ~

~ ~ Saturday, May 10, 2003

baka, baka, baka Toby >< Toby has managed to further hurt the broken leg... yes, Toby is *that* talented -_- Toby either pulled a ligament or something cuz the bone is in the right place but something is wrong with the leg... it's hanging funny and feels weird when it bends... and yes, Toby is talking in third person right now...

now, what does one get for their mother whom they love more than life cuz of all the recent stuff that's happened? i don't want to get her flowers... but i don't know what to get her... and the really annoying thing is that i can't get around myself to get it... at least before i could sit in the car with no pain or general discomfort... now even walking is iffy... but i'm sure Ecoli will get it for me if i ask her... so i just need an idea... easier said then done...

i was thinking of doing this painting she wanted but once again, it'll be harder since i hurt my knee, and i dunno if i'll be able to hide it from her >< maybe i can give her money and make her a card saying how i'm sorry i can't go get something for her and thanks for staying in the hospital with me for a week and taking time off work to stay home and drive me places and generally being a really understanding mom... and that she can go buy whatever she wants for mother's day... i think i might go with that idea... even though it feels cheap ><

and Ku! i dunno if i can make it Jap this week, but you better go in case i do! i need to give you your present! and i'll try to upload the other part later... it's so late, i'm so sorry!!!

must finish D skin, and psoh.com died!!!! ;_; nuuoooo!!! that was like one of the few sites about Petshop of Horrors and with translations!!! that and the layouts were to die for *_* my skin was based on the last layout... aaaaahhhh, what will i do now!!! ><

now Toby will revert to speaking in third person and wallow in the discomfort that is of twisting Toby's knee funny when being stupid and uncareful >< that or Toby will give in and go get some of those painkillers sitting in the kitchen and hope they'll dull the pain without putting Toby to sleep ^^;; well, one usually doesn't even though they told me the painkillers are really strong... they don't seem to work o_O and no, i haven't been using so much that they've lost effect on me!
ettoby last mellowed at 4:53 PM~ ~ ~

~ ~ Monday, May 05, 2003

should be doing art or english... well, i'm going to do art after my lunch... which i have to figure out how to make... and i'll wait till Cath and Rain come to do english, then i'll get at least a few articles done and have a better understanding of what i'm trying to do...

until then i'll try to make a gift for Ku, try being the operative word since i'll mostly end up killing it later... i think i might go with Ecoli's idea... even though i feel cheap cuz Ecoli thought it up and actually created the idea sorta thing >< so cheap!!!

wish me luck, i'll need it...

ooo! i went upstairs all by myself! (i sound waaaaay too proud of that... -_- i really need a life...) but yeah, mostly shouldn't tell my parents cuz they would be worried... me hopping upstairs on crutches... sounds dangerous ^^;; but yeah, i wanted to try and it gave me something to do... even thoughi really should figure out a way to get lunch... now, off to Ku's present!

and happy belated b-day Ku!!! i'll hopefully be at japanese on tuesday to wish it to you in person!
ettoby last mellowed at 8:35 AM~ ~ ~

~ ~ Sunday, May 04, 2003

i had a weird Patlabor dream yesterday... i think it was from talking about Patlabor with Rain on friday... it was so odd, especially since i don't really know the charas... but yeah, it was actually kinda interesting everything non-withstanding... Patlabor for tv seems kinda interesting, i kinda want to watch it, even if it's in chinese... the guy in charge reminds me of Bunta from Initial D, it was funny...

ah, DNAngel! the story is waaaay off from the manga... in a good way or bad way... well... i liked the manga a lot... and while the anime is interesting... meh, i think they would've done better following the manga storyline, but maybe they have plans that i don't know of yet... let's hope they do... but whee, the Dark talking with Daisuke scenes are sooo cute!! Chibi Dark!! and With is cute too, especially when he says "daisuki" instead of Daisuke ^_^

english, comm tech, art... @_@ one week away and i have soooo many things to catch up on, english has to be all done by wednesday too and i'm still short two articles >< i think i might have to ask my teacher if it's okay not ot have one of hte twins since my writer does such obscure topics... comm tech, i don't want to draw storyboards right now but i have to finish them soon... art... well, the good news is that i'm actually kinda catching up... kinda...

need to get Ku a gift >< have no idea what to get her though... well, had lots of ideas, i just trashed them all... -_- it would help if i could drive myself places of course ><

ah, Cath is coming over with Rain tomorrow! yay! help with english is always welcomed! and it'll keep me company until my dad gets back and stuff... i'll be totally home alone tomorrow! kinda scary! and annoying since i can't carry anything >< but ah well, must work tomorrow as well, maybe i can work on Ku's gift tomorrow before Rain and Cath come...
ettoby last mellowed at 6:34 PM~ ~ ~