Rain's sleeping over at Ellen's... i think, something like that... or maybe it was Sena's? either or ^^ sounds fun! wish i could go but i don't want to spread whatever i might still have to them...
it's weird... feels like i can't type as well as before... i think it's cuz my sketchbook's underneath my arm... wheee... i actually think it made a difference o_O
oooo!!! yes, back to how Wings and Jose were soooo nice to be for my b-day and what Ecoli made me and then my rant about b-days and stupid friends (stupid in the nicest way of course!)
Wings and Jose came over on wednesday, Jose bearing a ton of cds that i've been bugging him for ^^ and Wings with cake and gifts from her and Jose. they got me prisma markers! the freaking expensive prisma markers that me and Rain stare and and drool over but aren't quite willing to give up an arm and a leg for (see Rain, i use "quite" quite a lot! :P granted i don't say it ^^) they got me 5 ^^ but the box was made to fit 6, Ecoli was like "you're missing a marker" and Wings and Jose were like " ^^;; no, we couldn't afford 6" but it was so sweet nonetheless! and they also got me Argent Soma! i think it's the whole series too!!! the case is pretty enough ^_^
tiff made me a Hakkai keychain thingy! it's very cute and very nice ^_^ ah, i love her so much! i hope she feels better soon, apparently everything other than sleeping and taking a shower makes her nausious... well, she meant to say nauseated... ^^ and then i teased her about it, she didn't appreciate that ^^;;
*sigh* just deleted 147 pieces of email >< i should not leave my email for more than 2 days unchecked -_-;;
yes, onto "stupid" friends and b-days! i don't like telling my friend my b-days... or anybody else for that matter, i don't remind them... granted i usually forget as well ^^ anyhoo, they have to wrestle it from me kicking and screaming half the time... and there's actually a good reason for this, not just cuz i'm weird and trying to cultivate a 'mysterious' aura :P
i don't like making my friends feel like they have to get me something, that they're obligated, maybe i'm thinking too highly of myself, believing that they would think they're obligated to get me stuff... but the friends that do know my b-day, especially when they hear that other friends/people have gotten me stuff, they go "oh, i didn't get you anything for you b-day!"it's okay!
i don't need stuff to celebrate that i'm getting old ^_^ i have enough white hairs for that ^^ and if anything, that makes me feel that, that they feel they need to get me stuff because other people did or that i'll get mad because they didn't get me stuff... you know what? my dad hasn't gotten me anything for my past x-mas or b-day... true that i can't ever think of what to get him ^^;; but if he can get away with it, so can they! >< so get it through your thick heads! i'm happy just getting older... well, okay, i'm not *that* happy about that ^^ but you get my point! so stop being stupid!
spent my night drawing/colouring stuff ^_^ maybe i'll actually upload it and post it here.. gasp! i know, using the blog? what a bizarre thought! well, gotta get colouring if i want to finish tomorrow! at least it's a pa day tomorrow, this has been the best week ever!
i passed math! ^_^ and now it's over! wheeee, and mod west i did okay as well! i'm going to try to knit that hat for Mr.Bahl before the semester is over ^^;; i hope i actually get around to it.... umm... art essay i did okay as well, this i the first year i've done so well in art before... it's quite a shock...
shut up rain!
Jose and Wings are such sweeties!!! they came over yesterday bearing really late b-day gifts... Wings wrapped them in christmas paper and both my parents were like, "who gave you x-mas presents this late? o_O" both of them! one after the other! o_O
yeah, Jose and Wings got me Argent Soma and 4 prisma markers! uwah!!!1 i'll write more when i get home, must run to catch bus so that i may get violently ill on it ~_~ joy.... later!
well, i tried to blog yesterday.... blogBuddy ate it >< so i'll try again! Rain is right though... i seem to blog the most when i have like a million assignments due the next day -_-;; i guess that's when i feel like not doing them the most and instead go blog ^^;;
well, here's a quiz i stole from him ^_^ at least you know i read your livejournal frequently!
SURVEY:
Last time you...
[ Had a nightmare ]
not recently
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]
like i'm in love with you? or just i really like you and say i love you kinda i love you?
[ Dyed your hair ]
never
[ Brushed your hair ]
when i washed it... eermm... 2 days ago?
[ Washed your hair ]
ditto above
[ Cried ]
all the time ^^;; umm... maybe 3 days ago or longer? when i read/saw something sad
[ Called someone ]
last weekend
[ Smiled ]
multiple times today... maybe when i went to pick up Ecoli
[ Talked to an ex ]
o_O problem... don't have one....
[ Laughed ]
multiple times again... oh! when i was watching PoT 53 like 10 mins ago
Do You...
[Do drugs? ]
nope
[ Have sex? ]
nope
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]
yup
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]
i want another Hikago dream
[ Play an instrument? ]
have... but not really anymore
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]
definately
[ Remember your first love? ]
O_O what first love?
[ Read the newspaper? ]
glanced at it?
[ Have any straight friends? ]
lol, yes
[ Consider love a mistake? ]
nope
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]
eck >< it's up there with coffee
[ Believe in God? ]
yup
[ Pray? ]
sometimes
[ Go to church? ]
yup
[ Have any secrets? ]
depends what you consider a secret
[ Have any pets? ]
do pond goldfish count?
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you ]
maybe... doesn't happen to me often enough to know
[ Wear hats? ]
depends... caps or toque things?
[ Have any piercings? ]
nope
[ Have any tattoos? ]
nope
[ Hate yourself? ]
uncomfortable with myself... not like my self... dissapointed in myself... hate's a strong word
[ Have an obsession? ]
don't get me started
[ Have a secret crush? ]
not that i know of
[ Collect anything? ]
anime? used to collect tons of stuff...
[ Have a best friend? ]
is it possible to have too many to list? Wings, Elly, Rain...
[ Like your handwriting? ]
sometimes when it's messy... my printing is much neater
[ Have any bad habits? ]
too many to list... not sleeping... procrastinating...
[ Care about looks? ]
enough so that my parents aren't embarassed? ^^;;
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]
don't know... guess not or else i don't really like them
[ Friends and other people? ]
Cat has the coolest clothes ^^
[ Believe in witches? ]
why not?
[ Believe in Satan? ]
perhaps...
[Believe in ghosts? ]
spirits?
Current:
[ Dress ]: green fleece with UHS t-shirt underneath, purple pants, black socks, watch on my belt hoop
[ Mood ]: impatient
[ Make-up ]: don't have any
[ Music ]:
[ Taste ]: chicken flavoured peanuts
[ Hair ]: messy but its' usually like that
[ Annoyance ]: painting and math hw
[ Smell ]: normal computer room smell
[ Thought ]: download fater PoT 57
[ Book ]: want to get some to read... maybe attempt to read LotR trilogy
[ Fingernail Color ]: that normal peachy pink colour
[ Refreshment ]: don't have any... maybe get a coke later
[ Worry ]: calculus, finishing painting
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: right now, Ogata Megumi ^^
Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: either Ecoli or my dad
[ You Talked to ]: Ecoli
[ You Instant messaged ]: Shmandy i think...
[ You Yelled At ]: yelled as in happy yelling or mad yelling? when i went to pick up Ecoli
Who Do You Want To:
[ Kill ]: o_O no one and no Rain, i will not shoot you or Sena :P
[ Slap ]: no one in particular.... should i?
[ Tickle ]: Ecoli! ^_^
[ Talk To ]: Elly or Kurot, or Rain or Wings
[ Have Sex with ]: O_O i have no clue
[ Kiss ]: ditto above
those last questions were weird... or mabye i'm just weird for not knowing? according to Rain i'm so normal that i'm actually weird, whereas he's a little weird so that makes him normal @_@ yes... whatever! i hope we eat dinner soon... i was going to start painting after dinner... >< dangit, i don't want to do my math... maybe i can get the weekend to finish up my painting... but then i might not work on it... and my flash is due soon!!! aaaahhhhhh, i still have like 3 cd covers to colour, profile pictures and other random stuff >< i'm so screwed!!!!
i will now go bug my PoT download! yay, new op and ed!!!
so tired >< well, math tutoring went better then i thought it would so that's nice... i just remembered that i have to finish my painting all tomorrow -_- but other than that it's not too stressful and i'm finally dones my seminar so i'm free!!! or as free as i can be with a final project for flash due next week, a painting on friday and math quiz tomorrow, but i'm still freeeeee~!
now, just to show Rain that i actually do use this, something i stole off him that he stole off someone else ^^ i'll see if i can get unlazy and actually post the quizzes i do instead of just telling them to him ^^;;
-----------------++HAVE YOU EVER++------------------
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: nope
* Missed school because it was raining: nope, did it for snow once
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: o_O
* Been hurt emotionally: eermm... yes?
* Kept a secret from everyone: my birthday *was* a secret ^^;; yes
* Had an imaginary friend: they're not imaginary! they're invisible!
* Cried during a Movie: all the time! i cry for everything, though no one believes me ^^;;
* Had a crush on a teacher: O_O not that i know of....
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: ummm... maybe?
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape: don't think i've ever heard their songs...
* Been on stage: yes ><
* Cut your hair: last summer
----------------++FAVORITES++------------------
* Shampoo: herbal essence... except their scents are really strong sometimes
* Color: GREEN!
* Day/Night: both, but i'm more a night owl thingy
* Summer/Winter: winter? autumn's better though
* Lace or satin: lace is uncomfy :P satin!
* Fave cartoon Character: does anime count? don't know many cartoon charas
* Fave Food: waaaaaay too many
* Fave Ad: i haven't seen an ad in so long... but that weird Kuro Neko one was weird...
* Fave Movie: a lot... but recently the LotR series.... ^^ i've been sucked in!
* Fave Ice Cream: mint!
* Fave Subject: VA Computers or Mod West
* Fave 'normal' Drink: what counts as normal? coke?
* Fave online person(s): that i talk to? Elly, Wings, Rain....
----------------++RIGHT NOW++------------------
* Wearing: green fleece, pants i got for X-Mas, black socks that have bleach stains on them, watch on my pants, some green t-shirt under the fleece... and i should get my glasses
* Hair is: a mess... it's still 'loose' from washing it the night before
* I'm feeling: lathargic
* Eating: hungry?
* Drinking: want to get a pop
* Thinkin about: how i should work on my flash project
* Listening to: Brave Heart Moonlit Version - Megumi Hayashibara
* Talkin to: myself?
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
* Cried: not yet
* Wore a skirt: o_O don't think i have any...
* Met someone New: not that i know of...
* Cleaned your room: it looks like a hurricane went through it, followed by a tornado... then maybe a freak wind storm...
* Done laundry: i really should...
* Drove a car: ummm.... when i went to... Adina's house... like 3-4 days ago...
---------------++DO YOU BELIEVE IN++------------------
* Yourself: maybe i can join Kurot in digging out that self-esteem?
* Your friends: unless they show otherwise
* Santa Claus: i don't think i ever believed in him...
* Tooth Fairy: i figured that one out pretty early ^^;;
* Destiny/Fate: mixed... sorta?
* Angels: pretty ^_^ maybe not the winged beings... but the idea?
* Ghosts: spirits?
* UFOs: definately!
-----------------++FRIENDS AND LIFE++------------------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
* Like anyone?: i honestly don't know ^^
* Who's the loudest: me? at least when i'm at home... possibly by myself ^^
* Who's the shyest: Kitty...
* Who's the weirdest: Elly!
* Who do you go to for advice: no one? maybe Ecoli ^^;;
* Who do you cry to: myself
* When you cried the most: all the time... but usually cuz i see sad stuff ^^;; or i'm tired and really stressed out... or i'm tired and laughing really hard...
* Whats the best feeling in the world: i'll tell you when i decide
* Worst feeling: learning someone lied/was untrue about something to you
* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Friars
* last word(s) you said: "are you done yet?" <-- to Ecoli on the computer ^^
* last song you sang: Make You Free <-- new PoT op
* last person you hugged: Ecoli yesterday ^^;; well, it was more like hanging off her...
* last time you said 'I love you' verbally and meant it: like i'm in love with them or i love them? the first... never? the second... to Cath during art
* last time on the net: right now... 7:21... mostly tonight as well...
* last time you cried: they really like knowing how many times/when you cry... can't remember
* what's in your cd player: FotR OST
* what color socks are you wearing: black with orange/white cuz of bleach ^^;;
* what's under your bed: there is not "under" to my bed...
* what time did you wake up today: 7:45 ish?
----------- ++Future++ --------------
* where do you want to go: everywhere!
* what is your career going to be: i wish i knew...
* where are you going to live: have no idea... depends i guess... not really in the middle or nowhere though ^_^
* how many kids do you want: i want to be the nice/fun relative
* what kind of car will you have: whatever gets me there... a bus if i have to... but a motorcycle sounds nice
------------ ++Randomness++ -------------
* current taste: chestnuts and BBQ pork
* current smell: popcorn
*current desktop picture: colour version of Hikaru and Sai dream sequence! *_*
* current book: want to get something good to read
* current time: 7:24 pm
* current hate: calculus
* story behind your username: i like the name Toby... and ET... was just there....
* last CD that you bought: buy? cds? music or watching? music... like years ago... watching.. maybe a month or 2 ago
* favorite place to be: anywhere semi-quiet and warm?
* least favorite place: somewhere crowded
* time you wake up in the morning: depends... usually 7:45
* if you could play any instrument: wooden flute or maybe something stringed
* how tall are you?: beats me... almost 5?
* current favorite phrase: you're a freak
* favorite season: fall
* favorite day: tuesdays or friday night/saturdays without PC
* type in a line from the last thing you wrote to someone: cna't remember from last night
well, that was long and eermm... interesting... i guess... stupid cd won't burn >< and i must go colour my flash project now... -_- at least i'm not sleepy anymore... later
well, the first half period of hte seminar started off okay... Mr.Bahl told me i was doing much better than last time... i would hope so! i spent like twice as long reading the stuff >< if only because of sheer random knowledge on the subjec -_-;;
i think Sarah was sick yesterday, so i guess i'm not as annoyed with her... Adina kept bashing her yesterday during the seminar, it was really mean and she wouldn't stop ><
tried to read more on facist influence on Brecht... not sure if i'm getting the right stuff... gave up reading stuff later, regret that, the school computers won't let me go onto this pretty good site with nice summaries and analysis >< dangit! i tried to read during first... but i'm so tired i kept falling asleep while reading z_z i think i'm going to hurry to math and try to take a short nap then.... i'll have to spend my lunch reading Brecht's plays and Beckett's plays too since i'm trying to concentrate on him for Absurdist theatre >< i hope i don't fall asleep!
aiya! art is due this week... i don't understand calculus and my flash is due soon as well >< at least after my seminar i'll just hvae math hw, readings and art... so finish art then work on flash and read and do hw between that... >< gotta go! want to take a few minute nap before math starts x_X i'm dead on my feet... hope i don't fall asleep during math today, can't afford that anymore, too confused as it is ><
wheee, seminar today at 5th! can't you just *hear* my enthusiasm? and yes i can't spell >< sue me!
well, at least i got sleep last night... i guess... but my brain hurts from reading all i could about Theatre of the Absurd and Epic Theatre, i know it's mostly cuz i'm stupid and slow on the uptake that i don't understand half the stuff i read >< but it's very annoying!
and my group is really starting to annoy me -_-;; Sarah didn't send me her stuff, Kara's missing and Adina forgot to send me the order for the handout >< so i go and hunt her down, she's late for class, so she more or less just ditches me to go to class! -_-; it would've taken her a total of 2 mins to dig out the piece of paper of rme! and i have a first period class too! i was willing to be a little late but she wasn't? oh, can't you all feel the love between us?
so now the handout is messed up, there is no art cuz i do'nt have Sarah's and frankly i'm too tired and achy to care, the order is by categories instead of Adina's lovely chronological order that she liked so much since she couldn't bother herself to dig it out for me, i even waited outside *her* classroom ><
gotta go, need to print and give it to Mr.Bahl.... hopefully i won't fail as badly in the seminar as my reading presentation >< wish me luck! i'll need it!
